Finally....

after 1 year plus working there
I think...maybe...perhaps...i learnt
but....did I ?

I do doubt on it....often

Sometimes I really feel that....
I'm useless....I dun deserve any chance
to attempt any bigger cases....

Or....I'm there just to help out on
Small and urgent cases....
juz bcoz....I can do it fast?
and he shud hold me on that stage...4eva

I'm not good in my job...am I?
I don't know...probably I'm useless ~

However, I've finally tendered !
Release....Some kind of RELEASE !!

I don't need to deal with you anymore
I don't need to be scolded for no reason anymore
I don't need to doubt on my performance anymore

I'll never think you are a good boss....
NEVER ~

This decision wasn't easy to make....
the economic downturn really makes me so worried
I have no idea what type of job I will get later on
and really not sure when the new job will come to me

Anyhow....I just can't wait to leave this firm...
and to leave YOU....4eva !!
Hate YOU so much....HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU !!

p/s: Bi....I'm COMING !! 30 days later......